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You know I love you.
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You know I love you.

Hello Ever'body. Most of you know what I'm all about, but some of you don't so sit back and strap on your fluid absorband underwear.
     My name is Joe, and I'm a writer. I don't stand on a soap box and preach to people through my writing, and much of my work isn't intended to show some mind blowing new meaning of life. I'm just a boy who loves to write (specifically poetry). So feel free to E-mail me anytime (links are scattered about like dust in the wind), and feel free to send me a request as to joining the mailing list I've set up for updates, new poetry, and other literary (which is a broad catagory... I mean, sitting on the porch, listening to Radiohead and drinking cheap beer with stoners is the first thing to come to mind for me)

First of all, I am not some twenty year old hacker living in his mom's basement somewhere in Iowa... I am simply in search of a way to voice my opiniun in a world that seems so culturally dead.  If you want to know more about me, my opiniuns, or likes/dislikes, check out the "About Me" link at the side directory... And put the glue down...

This is me.
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This is Love.

Updates: Keeping you up to date.

Damascus, 10/13/04
My first update... Well, since I'm still undergowing construction, I suppose it wouldn't really be that interesting what I'm updating (links, pictures, text), but I intend to put some hillariouse videos/games in the link base later this month, so keep your fluid absorbant underwear on.
(Please send me any input you have, anything from suggestions to comments and all in between.  If you don't like something about the site, or wish it to be changed, E-mail me and I'll try to fix it.  My promise to you is that if you E-mail me I WILL reply to you, thanks)
 
Damascus, 10/17/04
Well, the links room if up and going thanks to Ebaumsworld.com, illwillpress.com, newgrounds.com, INAstudios.com, happytreefriends.com, and homestarrunner.com.  Thanks for the content and I apologize for any inconvienience!
 
Damascus, 10/19/04
Update is that my site should be up and running (mostly) by Holloween.  A few more links added to the archive and a bit of a more indept persona added to the "about me" section.  I'm putting in a few more soudbytes for pages and hoped to get "Stand Alone" by Godsmack on the About me page... But alas, fate is a cruel master
 
Dasmascus, 10/20/04
Not much done today... Just added a a couple addons (click the "recomend me" button for crap sakes!).  No really, I added two links, one being a beautifully made piece of art, the other so freakisly normal (something you never see on the WHOLE internet anymorethat I had to say it was freakin' amazing) and a little more in the "about me" page.  But why do you care?  You don't you strung out junkie!  Down with the pigs, support the free mind and cut through the lies!... Sorry... Venting... *sniffle*
 
Damascus, 11/03/04
Well, I lied I guess... As you can see it is past Halloween and I haven't FULLY set up the site... Well, I've signed up a few mods for when I'm not here, which should prove usefull. Anywhore, I'm finishing the "Contact Me" page, so click the button... Now.
 
Damascus, 11/06/04
Well, for a start I must say it isn't easy being green, but oh well... No really, I finished the photography section and am currently under construction on the Poetry page (currently blank, so don't be rushin' me).  I plan to put up all my poetry and the book I'm workin' on at the moment (I'd put up the songs, but those are a little too personal for public viewing).  Enjoy my work and benefit from the fruits of my laboures.
(Note, all the works are written and published my myself, please do not use them without my permission.)
 
12/01/04, Damascus,
Do you care?  I didn't think so... Nobody out there cares... We're on our owns and the only one who actually watches us is whatever diety sits up there and laughs at our futile attempts at life.  As I said... Who cares?  I don't care about you, and you know it.  You don't care about me, and I know it.  Why are you still here?  So you can play with my heart like a child's toy, only to dash it against the floor and leave my broken pieces lying in heart-broken deceit?  You'd love to do that again wouldn't you...
 
10/21/04, Damascus,
"How long has it been?" he asked her through the corded voice machine that he called the telephone, the machine responsible for all his nightly paranoia, "Three days." She uttered.  Lord, her words burned in him like a toxin that only the dealiest of creatures could induce, like a venom that had been festering in his heart forever.  He couldn't speak, he couldn't breath, and she knew it was all because of her words... Words... They inspired so much hate and pain, yet so much love and joy.  Why did they always hafto turn on him like an animal with a disease?  WHy, for that matter, did they always seem to come back? He slept that night alone, with the darkness all about him like a parasite, feeding off of his agony if but to haunt his dreams.  He'd kill her, he knew it... And so did she...
 
12/28/04, Damascus,
Merry Christmas to everybody who cares.  Well, this year was fun... I got a new mandolin, a nice digital camera with three memory cards for it, a couple good Beatles cd's, and most of all, the special edition of "Nightmare Before Christmas."  I also got a cool Conor Oberst shirt from my older brother that makes me feel so proud of being small.  Well, I purchased for my lovely date a silver and black  "Cherry" Kalan lighter and enough money to get a bottle of fluid.  I feel kind of awkward though... Seeying as I'm trying to make her stop smoking...
 
1/04/05, Damascus,
Happy New Year, I guess... Well, I made some freakin' huge changes today; I completely took down the funny/amazing links page, seeying as it sucked anyway, and put up a complete description of my character at rpghost.  If you don't play that site, or even PLAN to play that site, at least check it out... Some good readin' if anything.
 
1/31/05, Damascus,
Well, I've decided that I'm once again gonna change the page that is now "Joe Demitri," which was at one point "Funny/Amazing Links."  Whatever, who cares... SUrely not you, surely not me.  Anywhore, I've put up seven new poems of mine on the poetry page and will be changing the "Joe Demitri" page to a page with my book on in (the chapters will come as I write them). 
 
1/16/05, Damascus,
Ever look at a mirror and wonder who that guy looking back at you is?  How can he be you?  He looks so happy there, so well groomed, so full of hope... He isn't you, he's just a guy in a mirror.  Well I hate mirror, so forget that guy and his pretty little world where everything works out all happy and make-belief.  This is MY casket, I'll rot in it and be king.  Depression is getting worse, paranoia creeping in, the girl I love won't let me close enough to help stanch the constant hurting.  She doesn't realize that I am directly connected to her, if she cries, I will cry... If she hurts, I will hurt, if only to know her pain. 
 
If you are reading this... Just remember I love, and nothing you could ever say or do could make me love you less.
 
3/21/05, Damascus,
Well, my Love is going to court tomarrow... Possibly to be sent off to Juevy, so forget the world and everything in it as of right now.  I've written some new poetry, but I'm too lazy to put it up now. I've added another chapter to my book, but I'm to freakin' lazy too put it up... Good news? I got a new computer... Nothing else... I'm gettin' offa my lazy self and putting up some poetry later... But nobody is reading this right now but you anyway... Who cares.
 
5/14/05, Damascus,
Screw this constant laziness... I'm making those changes I've procrastinated on forever and a day (save for my book, since I only had a few chapters before I decided it sucked, started a new one I enjoy).  For a while I'd kept my name concealed on the site, but I don't mind it now (seeying as all one had to do was put my number in google). My name is Joe Knight, and I'm alive for a bit longer.
 
5/29/05, Joe,
Well, I've added a few new poems (Te-Kill'ya. The Ones, Ones, Ones. Weep For a Week. Dear Mr. Dreams) and I've posted the first shapter of my book ("Happy Place," Chapter one, "Happy Birthday."). I finally broke up with my girlfriend, though the decision was not my own nor my fault; so the love poems I've written are kinda floating out in space now, and if you like them more then the others: sorry, but no more for a long while.
 
9/10/05, Joe,
Whoah, four months? Shows my lazyness then dudn't it? Well, I got the next chapter for "Happy Place," and a load more poetry. I'm lso adding a picture of myself and my REAL photography... Not just tid-bits of this and that. As for my personal life, whatever.
 
9/12/05, Joe,
Finishing up... Turns out I had a lot more to add then I thought. But whatever, it's good. Hope you like the new music, courtesy of Bright Eyes and Oasis among others. Love you all, love you lots!

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"Everyday is a block in a calendar, why look forward to tomarrow, when all tomarrow is, is new walls and a new number." -Me